The Creamy Carrot Soup That Held Me Together – Maya’s Mom Confession
I peeled five carrots, chopped an onion, minced garlic, and found a few lonely slices of bacon at the back of the fridge. I remember the relief when the bacon started to sizzle and the smell was not awful. That alone felt like a gift. I added the onion and garlic, then the carrots, then a carton of broth. I put a lid on the pot and went to lie on the couch while it simmered.
When I came back, the carrots were falling apart tender. I blended them into the smoothest, most beautiful orange soup I had ever made. I stirred in a splash of cream and milk, and I tasted it. It was sweet and savoury and comforting in a way that made my shoulders drop. I had made something real. I had fed my baby and myself with a bowl of vegetables and a little bacon. I nearly cried, not from sadness, but from the sheer relief of feeling like I could do one thing right.
That pot of carrot soup became my anchor. Throughout the first trimester, I sipped it from a mug on the days when chewing felt like too much. When gestational diabetes arrived in the third trimester, I adjusted the cream, used more milk, and leaned on the fibre and protein to keep my blood sugar steady. And after my son was born, when I was up at 3 a.m. with a hungry baby and an empty stomach, I pulled a frozen block of soup from the freezer and heated it one handed. It fed me in five minutes and asked nothing of me but to be warmed.
I still make this soup now, with a toddler in the kitchen who helps by throwing carrot peels around and calling it “orange soup.” I still find comfort in its simplicity. And I still think about that first pot, made on a hard day, when I needed something gentle and got exactly that.
If you are in the thick of it right now, nausea, exhaustion, or the sleepless postpartum blur, I hope this recipe does for you what it did for me. It is proof that simple food can still be deeply nourishing, and that you are doing a much better job than you think.
Get the full creamy carrot soup recipe on HomeBumpMeals, complete with all the tips and tweaks that carried me through pregnancy and beyond.
With love and warm bowls,
Maya